Monday, November 30, 2020

37 WFT and it just keeps on going

 November 23

World: 59,131,816 - 1,395,865
US: 12,417,009 - 257,657 dead
Russia: 2,096,749 - 36,192 dead
Texas: 1,159,863 - 21,049 dead
Florida: 944,745 - 18,085 dead
Sweden: 208,295 - 6,406 dead
 
Last day of class - went well, although there was a bit of discussion about  


November 24
really slow to get started ... (the late night awake but asleep intimacy was fun) and really scattered but got some things done and people registered so yay. Finally got the email out for the poster thing - phew. Wrote Beth, got the revised draft back to D ... Minnesota called at nine and made my heart overflow.

November 25 

worked half a day but longer and got a bit done - don't remember the rest.

November 26 
Thanksgiving, I guess. 

November 27-29
I know we went to Klyde Warren two days in a row. I know Jim fell and hurt his elbow probably on Friday and we went to a sports medicine place on Preston. Watched the day of the Jackal - pretty darn good. I know I talked to Simon and Rachel and mom and tried to call Inger and David. Went to the Beading Dreams on Saturday and Rock Barrell on Sunday  for the first time in my life - LOTS of stuff to see.
Sunday I did laundry and we got the christmas stuff from the store room and I got the advent stuff up and cleaned a little\. Last two episodes of the Undoing.
I forgot to get the numbers on Sunday. Head is mush.

Sunday, November 22, 2020

WTF is now at 36

 November 16

 Taught on campus - six people showed up. Got Thai food on the way home.

World: 55,021,938 - 1,327,228
US: 11,202,980 - 247,202 dead
Russia: 1,932,711 - 33,184 dead
Texas: 1,066,918 - 20,032 dead
Florida: 889,864 - 17,559 dead
Sweden: 177,355 - 6,164 dead
 
November 17 - 22
 
I really don't know. I thought I had written a bit of something, but apparently I just dropped the ball and cratered. One of the days was a serious discussion of all the ways I am not doing right, sigh. The politics were exhausting with vote certifications and lawsuits and terror and shit.

Tuesday I went to have tea with Kendra and I didn't really have time but it was lovely and I met her friend Lisa who sings in the opera choir and the garden was beautiful and we picked our own lemon balm to make tea and there was a cat walking on the fence triggering the neighbor's dog and there were chicken and conversation and delight. On the way out a strange maybe mythical animal that helps with the sheep on Iceland.

Friday we went out for dinner to Oddfellows and then went home and watched Tim Minchin that I had bought tickets for on the tubes. Lovely. 
Saturday I made muffins and talked with Annika and then we stopped by beading dreams and then lunch with Lauri at Los Molcahetes - if I never eat Mexican again I would be just as happy. I saw myself in the truck window and was confused at seeing mormor and my dad looking back at me - ghosts everywhere. Then we had cupcakes of various flavors and came home and watched Paddington 2 and lots of people remembered my birthday and life was good and then 
 
Sunday I talked with Rachel and then Mom and then Annika and then sex and then we went for lunch at Bonchon that I liked and Jim didn't and then the grocery store and then home and do the rest of Ds translation and dinner w a little bit of Kim's convenience but we stopped it half way through. This is the anniversary of Cecelia's death and I miss her - weirdly. Sigh.

World: 58,563,451 - 1,386,465
US: 12,226,643 - 256,745 dead
Russia: 2,071,858 - 35,838 dead
Texas: 1,136,035 - 20,987 dead
Florida: 938,414 - 17,991 dead
Sweden: 208,295 - 6,406 dead

Sunday, November 15, 2020

35 WTF and it continues on and on

 November 9

Taught my class and did okay - they all talked about their articles.

World: 50,395,174 - 1,256,177
US: 9,968,930 - 237,568 dead
Russia: 1,760,420 - 30,292 dead
Texas: 990,015 - 19,184 dead
Florida: 843,897 - 17,121 dead
Sweden: 146,461 - 6,022 dead
 
November 10
Lunch out and a walk in the park. 
 
 
 
November 11 
Got up early and went to get flowers and milk for veterans' day. Pulled applicant profiles for John who was upset about the lack of subtitles - agreed. Faculty meeting that I helped take notes for. Got numbers for Michele and registered some people. Jim slept most of the day. No concession yet. Coup?  

November 12
lots of meetings, short call to mom. Dinner at Fish n Fizz. Shortness of temper. Cases are increasing - over 150,000 new cases and over 1,400 dead in the last day - fourth day in a row over 100,000 or some such. Getting scary again. 

November 13
Went to campus to pick up flags. MW had left two issues of poetry and a CD with a duplicate (turned out he had let me the first one too). Had dinner (Terry Blacks) tried watching Death in Paradise but stopped halfway through. Cranky 

November 14
cranked up the cranky - can't quite make heads or tail of it ... More storeroom cleaning and a trip to the dump, but we got started late. Came home and made a pair of earrings (amethist and the odd shaped burned silver) - Dinner at Kenny's and then it got late trying to find another movie - watched half of Bunuel's last movie that I cannot even remember the name of, something to do with Conchita.

November 15

Milton did okay. Tora has pure O - sounds exhausting. Coopers old timey barbecue with the FW Robertsons. All there. Cameron has become an adult and was excited and a bit overwhelmed and nervous and proud and all. Jim sat with him and they all talked the whole time. Then pictures. Then korean cookies - Terry Black's for dinner with another episode of death in paradise that was still really silly. Laundry.

World: 54,369,609 - 1,317,131
US: 11,036,937 - 246,210 dead
Russia: 1,910,149 - 32,885 dead
Texas: 1,059,753 - 20,002 dead
Florida: 885,201 - 17,518 dead
Sweden: 177,355 - 6,164 dead

Monday, November 02, 2020

Wintertime and WFT 34 - here goes

 November 2

World: 46,860,757 - 1,206,069
US: 9,290,443 - 231,55 dead
Russia:
Texas: 942,303 - 18,534 dead
Florida: 812,063 - 16,834 dead
Sweden: 124,355 - 5,938 dead
 
Okay day ... talked to Annika in the morning - she headed to a spa, J and J have both bought apartments. Emails, registration, and still some milestones. Class was more marxist theory and some Butler - wove in Plato and made it all make sense, sort of. Got another box from Mom, from mid October.The the end of Unforgotten just miserably sad as people badly broken try to hold their lives together. Looked in the mirror and saw dad - miss him, still. Tomorrow is election day and I am scared.

November 3
Election night. I should have written something but I was too terrified - we still don't know. I kept having visions of the jews who didn't leave in time because they could not fathom how bad it would be. 

November 4 
There is hope, although there are still lawsuits and 45 is suggesting the dems are "finding" ballots if they keep counting votes. So many people complicit. Oh, and today we hit 100,000 new cases of covid-19 in one day. Our coffee table arrived ... in the middle of everything, life goes on. Rachel called during dinner because her landlord made her sleepless.

November 5

You just keep slogging through and taking one day, one hour at a time. Keep the faith, keep your head down, one step at a time and toes first. Cameron has signed up for the army as a combat medic - sets out on the 24th. I hope it will make him happy. We bought an elliptical and I hope we will use it. 

November 6
Manny didn't send the questions yesterday so AK exam was moved to today and then Alice had a doctor's appointment and I didn't see that she had asked me to send it out and when I did I couldn't get to the shared mailbox and John was in a dissertation defense and sent me teh questions and I got them sent out but they were the wrong questions so I called Charles and we figured out a solution and AK was fine with it and then the day went on like that. Finished the report for the women at six and then Jim took me to Michael's before dinner and then we watched election stuff all night as I made earrings. It does like like patience will pay off - maybe with an actual mandate. Yay. 
Of course this was also the third day in a row of new cases over 100,000 - 125,000 to be precise. Biden mentioned that in the almost victory speech he gave late in the evening where he said he and Kamala have started the work already. They will hit the ground running. 
There is so much work to be done.

November 7
They finally called it. and the people cheered and came together in the streets and had dance parties and the relief was palpable. Biden and Harris spoke in the evening and promised to work for all of American. Biden recited a hymn and spoke of the work ahead and Harris spoke of the audacity of hope and then their families came on the stage and there was fireworks and music and dancing and  joy.
Our day was full of stress and conflict and I am not sure why. We watched the Bourne conspiracy and I almost broke two of the remotes. Another day of over 100, 000 cases.

November 8
Well ... we did the Milton and talked about evil and how sad it is, how limited and broken. Then I messed up breakfast, lashing out at Jim for something I had set up ... it did lead to a good discussion about where we are and the stress and frustration and some of the pieces. We biked to the grocery store and the storage room and left the bicycles there and sorted out a fair bit of things to throw away. Tried watching the Age of Consent with James Mason and Helen Mirren and it was pretty bad, except the shack turned painting was awesome.
World: 50,395,174 - 1,256,177
US: 9,968,930 - 237,568 dead
Russia: 1,760,420 - 30,292 dead
Texas: 990,015 - 19,184 dead
Florida: 843,897 - 17,121 dead
Sweden: 146,461 - 6,022 dead

Sunday, November 01, 2020

33 weeks of WTF

 October 26

World: 42,916,971 - 1,152,770
US: 8,632,200 - 225,212 dead
Russia: 1,503,652 - 25,875
Texas: 891,866 - 17,955 dead
Florida: 778,636 - 16,429 dead
Sweden: 110,594 - 5,933 dead
 

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October 29

I don't know - I really thought I had posted some and not lost track completely - but the week went so quickly - mostly busy with computer issues - and the new show, Unforgotten with Nicola Walker who is brilliant - and I didn't sleep well. We got barbeque from Terry Black's, that was nice. The election is terrifying.

Julia got a job at Collin which is good - we are looking at a 12% cut next year, no idea where from. 

Kendra stopped by and waved, made me happy. She is about to do a workshop on stories that haunt you. Never got a good idea, a handle, on what that will be. 

Abby retires tomorrow - we made a card - I hope she likes the idea of at least getting a little celebrated. Beth and Sherry and Jo Ellen all signed ... and Jerry.


October 30

Apparently I missed yesterday. Spent a lot of time working the computer to make it work. I think I did, finally, with Carlos's help. Internal camera works, but not external - bleah. Outlook works, but not extra mailboxes. 

October 31

Started with resigning wills w Lauri and then went to Grace for a bit and then Railhead and then looked at ellipticals - tense and tired and confrontational .... made febras for dinner and tried watching season two of unforgotten but it got tense so no and then fuck if I know. So now it is almost midnight and I am about to go to bed.


November 1

was a nicer day. Rachel and Milton first and the pride of Eve thinking she could hold fast on her own, with no external help or support. Then youghurt and sudoku and then vaccuuming and then at noon out for lunch at Fish and Fizz and then to Busybody for a long ponderous introduction to ellipticals and then to Macys, and Dillards, and a duvet cover that works and then Unforgotten and then grading and then more Unforgotten and I refuse to be scared and I refuse to dream and the election is two days away. We shall overcome - some day.

World: 46,437,615 - 1,199,693
US: 9,201,500 - 230,967 dead
Russia: 1,624,648 - 28,026
Texas: 936,816 - 18,502 dead
Florida: 807,412 - 16,789 dead
Sweden: 124,355 - 5,938 dead