Growling not helpful

I can't even be bothered to write it all down - but dammit all, I am trying the very best I can.

Edited to add that it does help a lot when I am able to talk about my stress and put words on some of my needs. Works like a charm ... *feeling just a tad silly, I know this so well, but it is SOO hard when I get stuck and stressed and all of that*